come one, come all, to this tragic affair...
Oh, hai, this is me.
I'm one of those stubborn and (probably) stupid people who refuse to either leave lj entirely, or go friends only. Occasionally I will f-lock a personal post or something, but in general, I'm remaining open for business. :)
Because more than anything I believe in the right to free speech.
And if I want to use that right to write fanfiction; porny, smutty or otherwise culty, so be it.
It's not always reader-friendly, it's sometimes ethically and morally questionable and it may or may not be an invasion of privacy and/or copyright infringement. When the world decides whether it is or it isn't, I'll be here, waiting.
General Fic - gen, het & slash
Strong - Everyone thinks you're the weak one. Gerard/Mikey. NC-17
we must do as the lady demands - "It's not technically cheating if you listen, right?"
Cassie/Brendon/Jon, inspired by![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif)
seanarenay NC-17.
demands of his own - "It's just - Spencer has these eyes, okay?" Cassie/Spencer/Jon. Coming soon.
get you where you want to go, if you know what I mean - Patrick. Rihanna. The VMAs. Yes. I did. Shut up.
the one with all the Brendons - Brendon manages to hide the fact there’s two of him for exactly forty-five minutes. Panic! crackfic/GSF-drabble with no actual GSF. 'Cause that makes sense.
(Cali)fornication - Patrick hates LA. Coming soon. NC-17.
Trophy Boys, Trophy Wives - Abandoned AU WIP. NC-17
The Token Female Series
she didn't choose this role (but she'll play it and make it sincere) - “What’s it like being the only girl in a band with three boys?” Ryan Ross is a girl, but that doesn't mean she's easy. Just ask her band. NC-17.
wait, whut? - Bob Bryar could be considered a cocktease if... y'know, Spencer had a cock. Spencer Smith is a girl. She can still fuck you up. PG-13.
he did it with shoes - A tale of sidekicks, parents, a sex tape, intra-band relations, and Really Cunning Plans. Though not necessarily in that order. More girl!Spencer. Now with added Bob Bryar. NC-17.
all rhythm and no blues [as if our tale was ever that simple] - The Continued Adventures of Spencer Smith: Drummer Extraordinaire, Extraordinary Girl. NC-17.
away with the boys in the band - Bob Bryar breaks his wrist. Spencer... well - she's Spencer about it.
Four Strings, Nine Lives, One Heart [The Jonnie Walker Story, as told by Master Storyteller William Beckett] - Jon Walker has nine lives, William Beckett will tell anyone who will listen. PG-13.
Good Girls Don't (But I Do) - Not for the first time, Bren wishes she were strong enough to stop pretending. NC-17 for sex, swearing and drug use.
Once More With Oestrogen - If Panic! At The Disco get called a "girlband" one more time, Spencer Smith is going to ... look - violence, okay? Lots of violence. Silly little drabble. Ryan, Spencer, Bren and Jon. As girls. A remix, of sorts. Idea shamelessly stolen (with permission) fromi_amthecosmos Coming soon.
it's a little bit more like a cult...
The Cultverse, as started byqueenofhell, is not for the faint of heart, rated at least R with strong allusions to music as a cult, with both obvious and implied exploitation and general mindfuckery. You have been warned. What follows are my CV fics; the complete masterlist can be found here. You don't have to read my CV fics in order, but like the rest of CV, it makes more sense that way.
It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's a Fucking Deathwish [But It's Really There To Save Your Life] - A kiss and I will surrender... Gerard is the leader of a movement. Listen to his devoted. MCR-centric, with CS, TAI, and FOB. NC-17.
This Is How We Like To Do It In The Murder Scene [can we settle up the score?] - It gives the weak flight, it gives the blind sight... MCR-centric, with P!atD and FOB. NC-17.
come one, come all, to this tragic affair - So throw on the black dress, mix in with the lot...you might wake up and notice you're someone you're not. Gerard thinks in colour. MCR-centric, FOB, CS, P!ATD. NC-17.
The Sharpest Lives Are The Deadliest to Lead - Another knife in my hands... MCR and CS,-centric, featuring TAI, P!atD, and FOB. NC-17. Warning for gore.
You Can Say A Prayer If You Need To [or just get in line and I'll grieve you] - Five things that never happened in cultverse because Gabe Saporta isn't really dead. CS, MCR, TAI, FOB, P!atD. NC-17.
skeptics and True Believers - I'll sing you something you won't forget... TAI, FOB and CS. NC-17.
Seasons Change, But People Don't - Spencer likens himself to autumn. P!atD with added GCH, FOB and TAI. NC-17.
Brendon Urie, motherfucker - CV drabble. NC-17.
every mile further, there's a part of me that slips away - Oh hell no, Tyson thinks. Nuh uh. I'm from the South. I know scary religious wackadoodles when I see them. I am *not* getting mixed up in this. AAR joins CV, with added FOB. NC-17.
We Set the Wrong Course - and headed due north, that's where we went wrong - co authored bymagdalyna The Hush Sound are recruited. NC-17.
it's not over 'till you're underground - I pledge alleigance, to the underworld... Tre helps Spencer find the Rhythm. Green Day, P!atD. NC-17.
dear man in the mirror: get over yourself - i have so much i want to say. none of it is eloquent or poetic; referencing change and belief, lies and betrayal... Pete-centric. Bonus P!atD.
even if we don't look back again - "So Ryan and his boys brought me some underage prodigies the other day," Pete says casually, idly tracing the tattoo on Travis' neck as they lie together. "What have you got?" Tygah is brought into the fold. NC-17.
A Beautiful Lie - Jared watches the storm. 30 Seconds to Mars, and Jared's role in CV - as he sees it.
A Lie Made Beautiful - Coming soon. A companion piece to A Beautiful Lie. Shannon Leto-centric. A Brother's Tale.
maybe i should blindly throw my faith - Michael always says his prayers late at night. The Chiz, Pre-CV, really. R.
into the next thing that comes my way - Because as much as he tries to hide it behind the façade of Aussie bloke - man - Michael is just a little lost boy, half a world away from home and so very, very vulnerable. Michael Guy Chislett is brought into the fold. TAI. NC-17.
losing the feeling of feeling unique [do you know what i mean?] - Ryan always did like to leave marks. P!ATD. R.
I'm one of those stubborn and (probably) stupid people who refuse to either leave lj entirely, or go friends only. Occasionally I will f-lock a personal post or something, but in general, I'm remaining open for business. :)
Because more than anything I believe in the right to free speech.
And if I want to use that right to write fanfiction; porny, smutty or otherwise culty, so be it.
It's not always reader-friendly, it's sometimes ethically and morally questionable and it may or may not be an invasion of privacy and/or copyright infringement. When the world decides whether it is or it isn't, I'll be here, waiting.
General Fic - gen, het & slash
Strong - Everyone thinks you're the weak one. Gerard/Mikey. NC-17
we must do as the lady demands - "It's not technically cheating if you listen, right?"
Cassie/Brendon/Jon, inspired by
seanarenay NC-17.demands of his own - "It's just - Spencer has these eyes, okay?" Cassie/Spencer/Jon. Coming soon.
get you where you want to go, if you know what I mean - Patrick. Rihanna. The VMAs. Yes. I did. Shut up.
the one with all the Brendons - Brendon manages to hide the fact there’s two of him for exactly forty-five minutes. Panic! crackfic/GSF-drabble with no actual GSF. 'Cause that makes sense.
(Cali)fornication - Patrick hates LA. Coming soon. NC-17.
Trophy Boys, Trophy Wives - Abandoned AU WIP. NC-17
The Token Female Series
she didn't choose this role (but she'll play it and make it sincere) - “What’s it like being the only girl in a band with three boys?” Ryan Ross is a girl, but that doesn't mean she's easy. Just ask her band. NC-17.
wait, whut? - Bob Bryar could be considered a cocktease if... y'know, Spencer had a cock. Spencer Smith is a girl. She can still fuck you up. PG-13.
he did it with shoes - A tale of sidekicks, parents, a sex tape, intra-band relations, and Really Cunning Plans. Though not necessarily in that order. More girl!Spencer. Now with added Bob Bryar. NC-17.
all rhythm and no blues [as if our tale was ever that simple] - The Continued Adventures of Spencer Smith: Drummer Extraordinaire, Extraordinary Girl. NC-17.
away with the boys in the band - Bob Bryar breaks his wrist. Spencer... well - she's Spencer about it.
Four Strings, Nine Lives, One Heart [The Jonnie Walker Story, as told by Master Storyteller William Beckett] - Jon Walker has nine lives, William Beckett will tell anyone who will listen. PG-13.
Good Girls Don't (But I Do) - Not for the first time, Bren wishes she were strong enough to stop pretending. NC-17 for sex, swearing and drug use.
Once More With Oestrogen - If Panic! At The Disco get called a "girlband" one more time, Spencer Smith is going to ... look - violence, okay? Lots of violence. Silly little drabble. Ryan, Spencer, Bren and Jon. As girls. A remix, of sorts. Idea shamelessly stolen (with permission) from
i_amthecosmos Coming soon.it's a little bit more like a cult...
The Cultverse, as started by
queenofhell, is not for the faint of heart, rated at least R with strong allusions to music as a cult, with both obvious and implied exploitation and general mindfuckery. You have been warned. What follows are my CV fics; the complete masterlist can be found here. You don't have to read my CV fics in order, but like the rest of CV, it makes more sense that way.It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's a Fucking Deathwish [But It's Really There To Save Your Life] - A kiss and I will surrender... Gerard is the leader of a movement. Listen to his devoted. MCR-centric, with CS, TAI, and FOB. NC-17.
This Is How We Like To Do It In The Murder Scene [can we settle up the score?] - It gives the weak flight, it gives the blind sight... MCR-centric, with P!atD and FOB. NC-17.
come one, come all, to this tragic affair - So throw on the black dress, mix in with the lot...you might wake up and notice you're someone you're not. Gerard thinks in colour. MCR-centric, FOB, CS, P!ATD. NC-17.
The Sharpest Lives Are The Deadliest to Lead - Another knife in my hands... MCR and CS,-centric, featuring TAI, P!atD, and FOB. NC-17. Warning for gore.
You Can Say A Prayer If You Need To [or just get in line and I'll grieve you] - Five things that never happened in cultverse because Gabe Saporta isn't really dead. CS, MCR, TAI, FOB, P!atD. NC-17.
skeptics and True Believers - I'll sing you something you won't forget... TAI, FOB and CS. NC-17.
Seasons Change, But People Don't - Spencer likens himself to autumn. P!atD with added GCH, FOB and TAI. NC-17.
Brendon Urie, motherfucker - CV drabble. NC-17.
every mile further, there's a part of me that slips away - Oh hell no, Tyson thinks. Nuh uh. I'm from the South. I know scary religious wackadoodles when I see them. I am *not* getting mixed up in this. AAR joins CV, with added FOB. NC-17.
We Set the Wrong Course - and headed due north, that's where we went wrong - co authored by
magdalyna The Hush Sound are recruited. NC-17.it's not over 'till you're underground - I pledge alleigance, to the underworld... Tre helps Spencer find the Rhythm. Green Day, P!atD. NC-17.
dear man in the mirror: get over yourself - i have so much i want to say. none of it is eloquent or poetic; referencing change and belief, lies and betrayal... Pete-centric. Bonus P!atD.
even if we don't look back again - "So Ryan and his boys brought me some underage prodigies the other day," Pete says casually, idly tracing the tattoo on Travis' neck as they lie together. "What have you got?" Tygah is brought into the fold. NC-17.
A Beautiful Lie - Jared watches the storm. 30 Seconds to Mars, and Jared's role in CV - as he sees it.
A Lie Made Beautiful - Coming soon. A companion piece to A Beautiful Lie. Shannon Leto-centric. A Brother's Tale.
maybe i should blindly throw my faith - Michael always says his prayers late at night. The Chiz, Pre-CV, really. R.
into the next thing that comes my way - Because as much as he tries to hide it behind the façade of Aussie bloke - man - Michael is just a little lost boy, half a world away from home and so very, very vulnerable. Michael Guy Chislett is brought into the fold. TAI. NC-17.
losing the feeling of feeling unique [do you know what i mean?] - Ryan always did like to leave marks. P!ATD. R.
noticed you're from the same part of the world as i am. would you mind if i friend?
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glad you like girl!spencer and her antics.